I find myself wandering back into past memories. Wishing I could return and relive them once again. Would I make the same choices? The same mistakes. It's amazing how many friends you'll make in your lifetime.. only to eventually lose contact with them and feel sorry for yourself cause your so alone. I don't know what I'm trying to get at here... but I just feel like shit lately. Everything has changed so drastically.. Carrie getting sent away for 3 months for suicidal tendencies. Jamie becoming anorexic. Becky.. the alcoholic. Then there's Christina and I.. the pot head meth addicts. Only I got sent to Norton Valley Hope a few months after switching schools. And Christina.. well the people she was staying with got busted. So now.. now I have no idea where she's at. Of course there was more of us.. we were just the main ones. Thinking back on it now.. even though we were so fucked up.. we were happy. Happy in our little rundown town. And now.. now we're all in seperate places.. living seperate lives. It's amazing how badly I miss it.. I miss everything. Getting high in Christina's bedroom as we talked about what happened during lunch at school. ..It's something I can never have back though.Those friendships are gone.