-Thursday, September 15th 2005- Is this really a day to remember? Maybe.. maybe not. In a way I will remember this as the day my sister's torment and sorrow has ended. But then again, a whole new world of pain and tears has been unleashed. She feels lost without him. She's confused as to why he would even do such a thing. Is is wrong that I feel angry? To me.. this was revenge. He wanted to hurt her, like she hurt him.. but she never hurt him. Never. She escaped. Escaped from his controlling hands. All she needed was time to herself. Time to collect her thoughts. He left behind his 10 year old son, who now has to grow up without a father figure. This saddens me.. and yet, slightly happy. Kevin was no role model. So many thoughts are running through my head right now. This death brings back so many memories and buried feelings. I've lost two great friends from suicide.. I'm really at a loss of words right now.. maybe I'll write more later.