I like the way you still say please when you're looking up at me.

Yesterday I went on my field trip. It was pretty fun. We watched 'Willow' on the bus. Pretty lame. We walked so far. I was with Karen, Hayden, and Craig the entire time. We never walked with our group. We ran around singing and dancing. You could hear us screaming quite often as well (we liked to tackle one another and threaten to push one another off of the cliffs). Craig carried my bag, and Karen's as well, for the longest time. He never asked me to take it back, even though I offered. Mine wasn't that heavy really; it mostly had my jacket in it. We ran across beaches and through trails. We made a Chiclet smiley face and watched ants attack a worm. Being the rude and heartless person that I often am, I pointed and yelled 'Look! It's Death!' Nobody else found that to be quite so amusing as I. I walked out onto a large fallen tree while we were on the beach. I stood out there, quite content as the wind whipped across my face, watching the sky. The waves along the far shore. The colour of the water against the sky. And I stood in the center of it. It was truly beautiful. On the ride home, I sat eating Munchies watching the rest of the movie. Most of the others fell asleep. We got back in time for the last few minutes of our Pep Rally. It was lame. But I sat with Kenneth. Dan immediately moved so that he was closer to me. Bao was angry because I didn't climb over everyone to get to him. I apologized later though. We showed Kevin, Kenneth, and Jesse our video of Hayden's crotch. Karen wasn't able to turn her camera off whil we were standing on one of the trails, so she started to press all of the buttons. It started to record and we got some wonderful footage of Hayden's crotch because of it. We all died laughing.

For disposable fun, then this is the one.

I baked a cake for Sarah after I arrived home. It was quite a mess, but it didn't turn out to be so dreadful as expected. It took a long time. I gave it to her today. I had a long and very boring day. It took the little energy I had out of me. Tennis was so boring. The two people I play tennis with aren't talking so I was kind of pulled between the two. Lunch was fun though. I got my food and ate most of it. Then Kitty called me over. She said Sarah wanted me. We had eight people eating the little cake with five spoons. There were crumbs everywhere. They all loved it. I went back and finished my fruit bowl. English was quite dull. She called us 'contrary'. I was a bit offended. I had simply asked about enounciation. Damn those stresses. Tonight I went to dinner and Lowe's. Now I'm online and talking to Mookie.

This is side one, flip me over. I know I'm not your favourite record.

I was thinking again. Of how much I miss you. Abscence truly does make this heart grow fonder. I miss you more than these words can say. I'll never have you back. Never again. I suppose I should forget this. But I miss those days. I miss them so much. I miss being happy and laughing all of the time. Those days when things were simple. I feel like I'm dying. Reminscing all the time like this. But it seems like these memories are all I have now. Everything is falling apart. These are all I can hold on to. Stop this. Stop this lying. Stop my screaming. I wish I were just dreaming. You'll be the first to make me cry.

I like the way you're not impressed when you put me to the test.

Bang! Bang! Guns go Bang!

^^I look like a little kid.^^

 

I wrote this for English:

This Beauty

 

This beauty, it is my love and my pain.
It is what I love, it’s what I adore.
It is this beauty that I can’t obtain.

This beauty, but it is a legerdemain.
It is not that I simply mean to schnorr.
This beauty, it is my love and my pain.

On this beauty I could surely sustain.
I’d love you always, it is this that I swore.
It is this beauty that I can’t obtain.

But this pursuit is certainly inane.
Love me back, it is all that I implore.
This beauty, it is my love and my pain.

This beauty mocks me with utter disdain
It is this request that you can’t ignore.
It is this beauty that I can’t obtain.

Oh my love, you are my ball and my chain.
I beg you to love me, please have rapport.
This beauty, it is my love and my pain.
It is this beauty that I can’t obtain.