This may sound harsh but i wasted three years of my life learning what not to do with a life. I could not be more happy than i am now. I have the most amazing girlfriend anybody could ask for. You have turned into something that neither of us ever thought you would become but if your happy then that is awesome. I honestly dont care if i ever talk to you again in my life. I had these hidden feelings for someone else the entire time we were together and now they have come to life. I am sorry that i write this knowing your going to read it but its been long enough since August.