Bleh. Now life is just so damn confusing. I don't know what the hell right now. Are things good? Are they bad? Does it even really matter? What is happening? What happened? What is going to happen? Are things O.K.? Are they not really? Should I do something? Should I not? What is someones opinion? What does someone think about the situation? What is the situation? Gyah! I am so confused. I don't know what to do. I am trapped by the confusion. I don't even know what people think anymore. I don't even know what people think of me right now. Why am I even so damn confused? I feel so connected with myself, despite the mental and pysical pain I am going through right now that is deterring me. So why am I so confused about everything else? Bleh... I really want to know right now... But for some reason it really isn't just that easy... So what do I do?