Man, I really suck at this journal. I keep neglecting it. However I have been busy. Despite by being busy I have been being stressed out a bunch and having to handle everyone elses everything other than my own, when I have been wanting and trying to deal with myself. And things just keep seeming to get thicker and thicker. Bleh. So other than complaining about how I am sucking at this journal, I guess I don't really have much more to say... I am going to assume and hope that everything will at least slowly get better in less than 2 weeks now. Stuff is supposed to happen. And, I am going slightly crazy with things the way they are right now. I think I am going to try and put almost all of my hope in the events soon to come. If I fall, I guess I wont have far to go. But if my hope isn't denied, then awesome. Greatness. And, I am sure this journal will hear of it.