I am glad that I am able to help other people, even if for some I don't even actually make any difference at all or anything... I sometimes wonder if the things I do or say go recognized. Or such things like that I suppose, even if I don't have the words to explain. But I don't mind it so much. It isn't so bad. I just sometimes have to wonder if I actually make any difference, or if I am actually helping at all. Or if it even matters to the person that I at least try. The only question I really have to ask though... I'm talking to so many people at some times.. I am trying to and helping so many people... But who will watch over me? All too often lately.. I feel all too alone when it comes to my life.. Like there are people to hang out with, and see, and some I can talk to since I can't see them physically right now... But about my life... I am alone.. I watch over so many people... But I don't have anyone to wach over me.... And it gets depressing... Because even though I am with people.. I am all too alone...