Well nellie and i was in a relationship again for three and a half weeks and she hung out with her friends this weekend alone literally three times as much as i did with her...we're not together...she got a new bunch of friends that everyone thinks she doesnt fit in but its how she feels and thats all that matters...she feels cool and popular or something which is real good for her cuz she doesnt have a very high self esteem so i think its good for her...she never wants to see me...i know we're not together but i wish she would say something to me on my birthday but i know she won't shes not that kind of person....she's always hanging out with her friends eventhough i'm leaving in 3 and a half months..all her friends are staying in the desert next and im not...it doesnt matter i guess she thinks its fine as long as she sees me once a week...i know....funny...im gonna go to a pschologist cuz so much has happened to me and nellie telling me that im an idiot and that she has a 4.7 gpa...i just want to know y if she says she loves me then why doesnt she ever want to see me...why are her friends so much more important then me even though she has more then a year left with them...y is it fine that she only sees me once a week...why everythime i ask to see her on a sunday she always has homework but today when her friends wanted to hang out with her she went and got drunk with them...it sux...but somehow everything is my fault....