well...i dont know if im in a good or bad mood....someone sent me something i didnt want so i got mad earlier...I wanna go to the gym so bad but I worked 9 hours today i have to get redy cuz im going to a concert tonight...I've been doing things like that with friends cuz like i actually have to do things now that im single...lol..but w/e...I'm happy...oh and guess what...I'm almost under 200 pounds. I was weighting in at almost 225 earlier this year at one point...I like have a six pack again, kinda and I'm getting thicker but its not fat...I'm like healthy again...I think it's cuz you know how when ur with someone for a long time you pick up habits that they do...well I think I was so out of shape cuz like my ex like never went to the gym or she would run like once every two weeks.. and she doesn't watch what she eats....I picked up those habits from her...but since I'm not with her anymore...I'm doing all that again...I'm almost dunking again in basketball too... get pumped... I think what also helped is that I hyavent drank in like almost 2 weeks i think...