I think I need to grow up. I'm really upset right now. I think I need time away from my girlfriend. I love her so much, but I mean I feel like I'm forgetting about my needs or even more, my dignity. I know that I love her more then anything and I trust her....but she is always pissed, and always gets me pissed. She keeps apologizing to me randomly saying things are gonna get better but Im sick of it...really i am. I think I am one of those boyfriends that you dont find often, I seriously drop everything for her and treat her so well. When I do something that she doesnt like she flips out. And when she does something I dont like I try so hard to suck it up. I DONT KNOW....I just think I deserve more respect then what Im receiving. I gave up on even calling her anymore because I dont want to get my hopes up, If i dont call her I cant get mad at her. whatever Ill figure something out. I think my patience has ran out though...Im not happy at all right now. we'll see what happens