Well Shelli just talked to me today...I feel bad now...I guess Ashlee says things to Elena,I mean I'm not gonna say thats right of Ash...but at the same time I'm not the one to judge her because everyone's guilty of that,and Elena who being the good friend she always was...went and told Nellie. Shelli told me to stop talking crap with Ash but I tried to tell her that we don't...but I didnt know about the Elena situation. So I guess someone told Nellie or something that I still call Nellie my girlfriend...but im pretty sure that I dont because I got over Nellie a loooonnnngggg time ago. Please someone tell me why is it that we broke up but the drama still follows...I dont think about Nellie I dont care who shes with or what she does...I'm serious, its not like I was even happy when I was with her....WHY DOES THE DRAMA STILL FOLLOW ME?...I found God in my life...thats all I need, I'm happy right now I have no need to talk crap about anyone....Why do peopl still think I do?....SO what happens is people spread rumors and Nellie hears them and her being her she believes them....Oh and guess what I heard Nellie still reads this journal so I dont know how much I'm gonna write in this anymore...Its time that everyone gets over themselves....I really dont notice Nellie around school anymore and she needs to stop reading this...I dont care what shelli or what anyone else thinks, we are cool I dont mind them...and Ash needs to stop talking about nellie to Elena...problem solved...everone's happy...