Well I'm in a really good mood so i thought i would write in this....um life is awesome...I've been having loads of fun lately...I think Stephanie is the best thing thats happened to me at this school. we've been dating for a little while now...its so cool to date someone that my parents actually like...hahahaha. they still make fun of nellie mainly cuz she does drugs and shit now...i hope she finds God in some way. I also feel really bad because like everyone literally talks soooo much shit about her its so sad...even I feel bad for her.its ok though she's still 15..anyway Steph and I ditched school on friday and went to san diego and then mexico it was so much fun...I'm trying so hard to abstain with her...it takes all the will power I've got not to sleep with her but I've done a pretty good job at it, I know God doesn't want me to and he's helping me along the way(...a lot)...Its really hard cuz she's so freaking hot...I've never had a girl that looks like her before so I'm trying real hard to get used to all the guys that hit on her..its no biggie though...lol.its kinda funny. Everyone has been telling what an upgrade its been to go from nellie to steph...but god bless nellie and i hope she sees what everyone else does...