One of the worst feelings to experience.Ever. I hate it when I feel this way, but I hate even more how I feel as if it is so unpreventable and uncontrolable. Not to sound like a control freak but, having things out of your hands can sometimes get really frusterating. Fast. Sometimes when i'm alone I feel like I can fight it best.Other times I feel like that when I am alone, is when it may take over because of my vulnerablity.It being jealousy. Thus creating the problem of whether or not to be alone and see which one will rise from the occassion. sigh Being dramatic is oh so much fun don't you agree?