drinking + sadness + confessions = fuckkk
Not only did I get drunk when I've been bottling up hidden emotions from my friends for awhile now. I also decided that; it seemed like a good time to confess to one of my great boy best friends, that there are feelings there.Big Mistake.
Get to the point...
Outcomes; 1. boy best friend doesn't want to hurt the friendship. [Of course] 2. girl best friend wants to dump boyfriend, because she thinks she has to make a decision between the two. [She doesn't] 3. I have a new little wound to hide from mom due to a nifty little razor. let’s complicate things... tonight, while lying in bed, boy best friend kissed Me. mixed signals much?! Nope. It’s obvious to me. I’m screwed.