I've been so happy lately. & I've been hanging out with alot of my friends & I just finally feel like I'm a teenager & I get to live a carefree life with out being so sad all the time. I do miss her though [you know you are] & although my life is changing I want her to be my constant. I'm just so happy. I never thought I'd say it, but I really do love my life.
maybe i should stop running from my problems?
obviously nothing was fixed when i left home before because i am pretty much back where i started. "
Maybe you didn't read that part. I am not going to run from it anymore. I am going to fix it. Besides, i just have mood swings.. and i wrote that when i was in a depressed one.