I am sorry Sunshine(Tricia). I know I should of been happy to share with you the decerations of you tree. Deep down inside I was torn. I did not feel like a person. Yet at the same time I did enjoy watching you put up stuff with joy. One day when we have a place of our own you can rekindle my love for christmas. We can have a cartoony tree with all these fun things on it. Make it ours. You so deserve to put he tree topper. This is your christmas sweetheart. If you want to string pop corn anyway even if not having a place ot put it we can string it anyway just for shits and giggles. I love and I already god damn miss you.......im dying slowy....