To my sunshine If anything I am not happy with your "i dont regret my choices". The reason why we are no longer close friends just hating each other friends is because of you and souly you. I hope the crack fiends, rapiest, scum of the earth kiss you good night because I will not be there for you. I dated you for so long because I was holding on to what was left of you. I am still waiting for the Tricia that I fell in love with. I think she is long dead in that shell you call a body. Good bye love. I will miss you. I shall be lonly but you will to. Javier