+++Transmitting+++ At this point I hate the weekend. I never get to what I want. Everytime I make plans it get pushed back. Im almost to the point that I am not going ot bother making plans anymore. Call me selfish but it still hurts. Even calling me selfish hurts as well. I guess its a lose lose situration. I wouldnt be surprised that I wont be able to take Tricia to see LOTR. Im still a little sick. But I am sure as hell lonly. Today I felt like Tricia and I died in each others arms. I woke up to a harsh reality that I had to go work. I fucking hate that. Whatever. I am just sitting here lettign this TV and computer tan my skin being the only source of light right now. +++ End of Transmisstion +++