++Transmitting++ Well as the title says this easter sucked. Gary isn't really trying so my mom is pretty much convinced that we are leaving. I went out with my mother to Red Lobster. It was a quiet lunch. I had chips and fish just to be different. Anyway to kill time for the late church service my mom dropped me off to Flippers so I can just sort of zone out on a video game. I played the DJ game and I played mostly all the jazz songs. I love playing the jazz songs. Anyway after that we had a snack at Checkers then went to service. The service was in spanish so I basically didnt understand the message he was tryign to send out. I zoned out for an hour. I really miss Tricia. She wasn't feeling good and I have a feeling she fell asleep. Victor wants to do some double date thing with this chick he is going on a date with. Not sure who just hope he nows what I am doing. Anyway I gotta resolve thsi who Parent Signature missing thing with my Finacal Aid. I feel bad for my gutair. I havnt played it in so long. I gotta get a tuner. I have been busy and sick and other stuff. Ill pick it up ocne again one day. It woudl be awesome be this grat gutair player. I want to paly alot of jazz and lead gutair for rock songs. I need to take lessions cause teaching yourself is hard but I did memorize 3 major chords and 3 minor chords so its not that bad. I don't even know how things will turn out anymore. I all I know I want ot have a future with Tricia. Thats all I am shooting for so far. My life is being turn upside down again. Im tired of all these god damn changes. I am tired of moving and changin lives. I wish I can stay in one place and change when I want to change. Whatever, fuck it. Just hope everything will be swell in the future. Night Night my children of the night ++End of Transmission++