See today I got my grades. I didnt do so well. Somethgin I dont want ot write about. The thing is I am paranoid and Tricia is to even if she doesnt want to admit it. See everytime I fail I feel thats oen step away from Tricia. My pride and joy leaving me casue I am fuck up or what not. True this may not be true. She woudl stay with me. Everytime a female talks to me she feels they are better then her and I will leave her. Totally not true. I love this girl. Its our self esteems. Mostly mine that needs work. I feel so bad for. Putting up with my shit. She is alot more. God she is wonderful. I know she loves me. Both of us are workign hard ot make future plasn and living with each other. I LOVE YOU SWEETHEART. THANK YOU FOR YOUR LOVE. YOU MEAN EVERYTHIGN TO ME.