++Transmission++ Latly Tricia and I are being more serious about our realtionship. She really wants to be with me for the rest of her life. I feel the same way. I am thinking of plans to make this posible. I really do care about her. I try my best to be by her side. She really is all I have that worth living for. Why do I say that? Well I only live for my love which is really dangerious. Cause the wrong girl will break my heart really baddly. That was the big risk jumping into a realtionship with Tricia, and trust me I did jump into it not knowing what will happen. 7 months and counting is the pay off. I am really happy with her. We barly argue about things. Which is good but we arent afraid of facing what is needed to be fixed. She is wonderful girl. Needs to be watched(lol) every so often but that gives me on my toes which is good. I just kinda make her relax and passive. Pretty good even out. I really like that. Her father is back to "loving" her. What a joke. I knew it was all a game that he was playing. I knew he was going to realize that all he has lived for is for his daughter. Thats what parents do. He has nothing else but her. Or he figured that he gulit trip card wasnt going to work this big. Whatever the case is Tricia is happy that he is back to normal. I care if she is happy. I just hope that he doesnt go to far normal and start popping up with plans. That would be bullshit. He goes a week not calling and making Tricia think all these things and he is just going to just bust in again like everything is all good. I dont know. Maybe its me that thinks this. ....its late at night....I miss my love...I hope this weekend is good....I love you sunshine ++End of Transmission++