Sometimes I wonder if I should continue to care anymore. People keep doing and saying things to me that make me wonder if they even care about me and if they have ever cared about me. I really, most of the time, think that they haven't. I write my English departmental on Monday and my Social on Wednesday. I'm so nervous. I feel as if there is a buttefly in the pit of my stomache. I feel as if I could puke at any second now. My stomache is like a bottomless pit and it's neverending. Always changing it's mind. I never know what to think it's going to do next. I'm on these pills for a stupid bacterial infection that I got from my Ex. They make me sick to my stomache. It's a pain in the arse. My doctor also put me a long list of food that I can not eat anymore. I almost cried!! I have a new boyfriend. I think I may be insane for moving on too quickly but... I don't know how to explain it. There's just something about him that's just... whoa... and wow. Those are the only other words that I can think of to explain it. I feel like... safe with him. As if we are the only two people on this planet and there's nothing that could stop us from being apart. Last night I spent the night with him at my friend's house. It was so awesome. We felt... so comfortable with eachother and it felt so right as if I belong in his arms. As if we were MEANT for eachother. I haven't felt like this about someone in a long time. I haven't been able to actually fall asleep in someone's arms since my one ex. And that was almost a year ago. Anywho, I should go and get the baby. She's crying again. Lol. Later yall.