Another friend of mine committed suicide last night. That is a total of five friends now. All since January. Oh boy, I just love e-mail. I signed onto to MSN and saw that I had two new e-mails. All excited, I checked them. Thinking they were good news. Ehh, was I ever wrong. Fucking e-mail. He told me through fucking e-mail. My good God, he couldn't have at least called me. And told me over the phone, then proceeded to try and comfort me that I lost my best fucking friend. No, he couldn't have. It's like: "Hey, what's up? How are you? Not much is up with me. I'm pretty okay. And oh by the way, ____ killed herself last night. Yes, I know she was my girlfriend and all but I'm fine with it. Couldn't care less. I'll find a new one. I was going to break up with her soon anyways, which is probably why she killed herself in the first place." He may as have fucking written that. Fucking jerk. Inconsiderated fucking fuck. Go die and burn in Hell. Asshole. Fucking twat. Cunt face. -Screams- God, kill me before you take another of my loved ones away from me... please. I beg of you. Do not do this to me anymore. I don't know how much more of this I can take. -Sighs-