I said it once, and I shall say it again; I love Nurse Jean. Yesterday at lunch, Rhonnie was gone, Bea had to go do some extra credit thing, and their boyfriends were all palling around. I went to the nurses office and stayed there with her. She was playing some old folk type music, and one song stuck in my head; Seasons in the Sun. I would never really buy it, or listen to it, but its alright. Nurse Jean kept my brain occupied and told me some cute and funny jokes. Then, later on during our last break, I saw the new guy J again. His name is actually John. But he waved at me. I smiled and walked away. I am just not quite ready for another person. I know it sounds stupid, but its true. I had my heart ripped out(as well as my appendix) and stomped on, and displayed before the whole school. Its not pleasant.