I have really never seen John so spitting. His eyes are onyx in rage. He just left in a flurry of pain and such. Janice thought we were having a fight, because of all the yelling. I was just yelling to try to get myself heard. I've been wanting to be with him, but he is so wrapped up in everything with his dad, that I don't think he even notices me there. I'm not angry at him. Just confused.