I feel a lot better, but there is still this pit of nothingness growing bigger in my stomach. I saw John at school today. Still looking haggard, but not as bad as before. He gave me a half-hearted smile, but I got pushed through the crowd in the rush to second period, and was late as it is. I didn't see him after that. Beth's black eye is more greenish now. Gym was pretty cool though. Matt, Bea, Rhonda, and I just sat in the bleachers surrounding the football feild and got an F for the day. We told some funny stories. Then in the break before the last period for the day we all went under the bleachers and had a smoke. I bought some altoids...and yeah. Im turning into such a rebel(sarcasm).