I decided to delve a little deeper into all that has been going on of late. As I stated in the last entry, John and I are now going out. He asked me two weeks ago, and it took me about a week just to answer him. I really like him a lot. Im just afraid of being hurt again. He understands and is willing to stand at arms length, yet hug me when I need some arms. Im very open with him, and he says he likes it because most girls expected him to read their minds. I know how he feels. George was like that. Just like I have one person in music I really listen to, so does John. He likes a band called the Beatles. I've heard of them before, and I like the few songs I have heard. There is one, and he played it for me to hear. Its called "Sexy Sadie". I laughed but it doesn't really sound like me. I looked up the words, and stuff on the internet. I go back to school on Thursday, because it was friday when I punched George. John and I were sitting at the one table I usually sit at during lunch, and he was showing me some of his horrific short stories, and I even revleaved one of my poems. George came up to us, and sat down next to me. I tried to ignore him, but he kept putting his hand on my thigh and what not. Finally I shot up and asked him what the hell his problem was. It just then started to rain, and most of the airhead were running for the cafateria(spelling?). George started to say how sorry he was, and how much he loved me and lalalala, and then John started to get pissed. Before John even stood up, I punched George square in the nose. He went running to the office like the little weiner he is. John kissed me and said he hadn't seen such a beautiful punch in years. I said it before, and I will say it again, I really really really like him. Im just afraid of screwing it all up. He is coming over after school to bring me my work, and he is bringing the first three original Star Wars. He says that we are going to watch them, and then tomorrow we will watch the newest three. I have never watched them, but he said they were really good. He says I look like Princess Leigha. Is that how you spell her name? I've never seen it in writing.