I have no clue why I am calling Barnes and Noble. Nurse Jean recomended a book and no one has it. There, I just hung up. WOW, I have not updated in forever. Its just that life got turbulant, and all that. My dad had a heart attack, my step mom almost had a breakdown, me and my brothers kept getting into fights,Rhonnie almost got thrown in jail, Bea broke up with her boyfriend, John asked me out, and I punched George in the nose, getting suspended for five days. I swear, the school board is really stupid if they think this is some form of punishment. I think that is a good sumary of everything that has been going on of late. My dad is still in the hospital, and my step mom is ALWAYS there. Leaving me at the mercy of my brothers. I swaer, I could have killed Wyeth the other day. So I simply grabbed up my coat, threw on my boots, and walked out of the house. I walked around our neighborhood for the longest time, before Rhonda drove by from the police station. They are thinking about moving her to another foster home, on the other side of town. So, she gave me a lift back to my house and when I got there Kevin was all worried where I was, and Wyeth went to his friends house. My dad had gotten so bad that Jack came home from college. I asked him to look at a few of my poems, but he was mostly distracted. I guess I never mentioned what I said to John, huh? I said yes.