things are getting weird here ive been here for almost a week maby a little over and i cant feel that iam boreing tara to death. even tho she says iam not i still feel that way. were not as identical as i first thought i still love her the same but have relized our diffrances and iam not shoocked or anything . i knew we had to be diffrent in some ways. its funny tho the things i figured we would have diffrances are wrong and the things i thought would be the same are wrong haha funny how things work out. we amuze each other alot i cant go 10 min without laughing with her .she is a vary funny person. and i seem to do the same for her. music wise i like 40% of her music while she dosnt care for mine really much at all. and what i mean by that is i sometimes crave to listin to some of the bands she likes she never bothers to put on anything i like . it dosnt bother me but i just had a diffrent impression before.i honestly do miss a connection with anyone in my music chad was my outlet in texas here i find just myself likes my music.maby taras cusin derek will come vist he is a really cool dude and i think me and him will be good friends.thoes are just little things that dont mean a whole lot to me i still love her the same .i have felt vary gulty being with her and iam trying to overcome it.but when i see the obvious its kinda hard to get over it.slowly iam trying talking is the key writeing helps and ill go do that now laters