i need to get out of here... i feel like my life is going no were down here . i need to get up north and soon nov 22nd isnt comeing fast enough.my friend is mad at me cuz i complain about being bored he offers to come get me but i refuse cuz its 12 at night and i dont wana wake my parents. he said all i say is bad things about them and fuck them. but i dont see it that way they have been alot more suportive in my desions then he has, even tho they do piss me off at time i do need to respect them. ahh i just wana get out of here. ive been waiting for ever for tara to come on i cant help but miss her so much i kinda feel like iam smothering her but i cant help it. all i think about daily is the time i get to talk wioth her. only talked to her for about maby less then 4 hrs in last 2 days lol that ma be alot for some but thats vary little for us i hope i didnt upseat her. :( . but she prob just needs time to herself wich i fully understand ill get that way eventully in the meantime theres no harm in missing my baby. working with tara is gona be fun iam just thinking about our brakes togather and wondering if she will ever get tried of me lol. like the new pic? well its not really new but new to anyone who hasnt seen it. i watched the metrosexual episoied of south park omg its soooo funny i could not stop laughing. well thats all for now i hope she comes on soon i miss her :( laters o and if your as bored as i am im me on AIM worm of truth or on yahoo as deviant999amen