i asked tara to merry me :) she said yes . she honestly is the best thing that has ever happend to me and my misserbale life well was misserbale . i have found a whole new reason to live and a driving force to keep going and look twords the future insted of thinking negitive things. its amazing i rember the first day i saw her i didnt meet her i just looked at her cuz she was very cute. i sat across from her on the right of the brake room i wanted to talk to her so bad but i have a really low self estem issue and at the time i was dateing. something about her just made me feel weird like i knew her already little did i know ide be spending my life with her there a few months after i first saw her. talking to her is just as amazing from when i first spoke to her in the back of wal-mart in the reciving area. we talked about nothing just about things we like almost everything i said she liked or does or watches. she gave me a tape one day of the music she listins to and she placed a letter iside the tape holder and i had no idea it was there = /. my x-g/f at the time found it and threw it out 2 days after i broke up with her and was about to be homeless. ide go threw it all agin as long as i get tara at the end. i miss my never be4 read letter :(. but i actully have tara so iam happpier then i ever thought was possable. i cant wait to spend the rest of my life with her by my side. tara u would mean the world to me but the world dosnt have enough meaning to hold that comment and i dubt i ever will the only thing i can compare my love for you to is your love for me .