wow the past 10 days have been amazing i canot put into words how tara makes me feel i only hope everyone eles in the world gets to feel this way . you know its one thing to love someone but to have the love givin back to u is just unwordable. we stayed at a hotail agin i jumped of the hot tub into the nice double king size bed . then decided to jump off the non sterdy desk i felt the legs creek under me lol iam not fat just a cheep table of corse :). most of the time we stayed home and um entertained each other we were quite sore.i did annoy her once wich i feel really bad for = / but i guess its bound to happen cuz she mad me mad once to lol but best part about getting mad is the makeing up. we talked alot about her moveing down here and starting her life with me we talked about jobs also my mom offered her a job at budget. my parents like her alot . they said we have alot in common and i seem so happy. boy they have no idea how happy i am i cant begin to explane. i might be going to pa sometime in december to vist her agin not 100% but iam gona try really hard to get up there to see my beh beh. it was the sadest feeling watching her leave as she turned the corber at the airport i felt this sunkin feeling in my chest like my life is over i couldnt helpbut cry like i am now. the only thing that is keeping me happy now is the thought that next time she comes shes here to stay. i dunno what i would do if i couldnt keep her in my life she is my life now . i must retire now to my empty bed and my thoughts of us togather