I'm not really feeling it today. I have to clean the house (simply because no one else will) and quite frankly, I really don't feel like doing it today. I'm sort of feeling sick. The start of a haedache and been feeling a little ill. I just want to lay back down but that's all I do lately.

I'd like to be able to tell Will's sister that I'm pregnant but I really feel like it's only going to be negative. BUT maybe if we tell her she'll lay off him and be a little more cooperative. It's not that we're asking anything from anyone other than keeping their negative comments to themselves.

We know;
it's soon.
we're young.
I'm not working.
it's hard.

It happened and it's not going away. Not that I want it to, everyone else just needs to see that.
But we love each other.
And we're not THAT young.
Me not working is (hopefully) temporary.
I've taken care of so many kids in my own family, since I was about 7 years old, that It's probably not going to be too far off from anything I've already experienced. Maybe Will doesn't know too much about what he's doing but I'll do the technical stuff and he can do the dirty work.. Granted, I'll probably be doing the dirty work, also.

I'm just excited. I'm happy and I really couldn't ask for anything else.

I'm so torn because I really WANT and need to work, especially while I can before the baby is born. However, I also WANT and NEED to go back to school.. And It's like the perfect opportunity for me to. I guess I can look into doing both right now and then primarily focus on school once the baby is born. I know it's going to be tough but this is something I've got to do. Not only do I have ot better my life for myself but now, definitely, for the baby. I want to be a good mom and I never want the baby to do without anything. I might not be able to provide the world right now but I'd like to do as much as I can.

Anyway.. I've noticed lately that my sense of smell is getting stronger. And my sense of taste is off. They go hand in hand but I wouldn't think that my sense of taste would be altered too much.. I should know better,though. =)

My stomach hurts a little so, yeah, I'm going to lay down for a bit.. Watch some T.V. or something... Try not to think about everything so much. Meh.