Yesterday, was movie night as I am sure that you can remember. I don't know what I want. The only thing that I know is that I love you. It may not seem like much. But it is the truth. I don't want you to be hurt. I don't care if I am hurt as long as you are happy. Yesterday was my mistake. It was me who messed that up. I know that. But you must understand one thing. There is one reason that stopped me. I was going to kiss you but I couldn't. I was afraid of what they would say. I am sorry. That is against everything I have stood for. I have never before cared what they thought. I don't know why I did then. I am sorry. Please Please forgive me. I was going to hold your hand. Yes hold it. But I didn't. Because I thought for a moment that you may be freaked out. Because for some reason my hands got really warm and sweaty. And I didn't want you to be uncomfortable. Please forgive me. Not for only that but also For well... I think you can figure it out. For everything I haven't done. I am sorry. My feelings are for you. My heart is for you. I used to hide it in a lock box. And hide it under my bed. But since you found me. Or I found you. It has been on my sleeve everyday. Everyday I am with you. I burn inside like there is a raging fire. I feel like you are burning my flame. You are making it grow. You are pushing it along. A rare fire that is burning inside of me. I don't know why I have never fallen so hard for anyone. When I am with you. All my worries about everything disappear. Everything but you. I am constantly thinking about you. You may never know that but I do. Yesterday, just looking at you. I felt sad. Knowing that this just like all the others would have to end.