You don't have to do anything that you don't want to do. I just want you to be happy. If you want me to show you all the private entrys I will. What ever you ask I can do my best to make it so. Just know that when I am with you I am happy. But, when I watch you walk away, sometimes I feel the urge to run after you. I feel this weird pain that I may never see you again. That is one of the reasons I scream when I walk home. Because I know that if something were to happen to you, I would never be able to tell you how I really feel. I wish I could just type it all here but you probably know that words can't some up all of our feelings. So I ask myself, how do I tell her? Show her? Make her understand? So how is it that I can tell you everything else but this?