reading back.entries so blandandseemlike- im wanting attention.because i have ADD.addwith add.noi dont but i wish i did-itcould be my excuse, along with everyother excuse. dream last night was so real.iwas wanted==I hate waking up and realising it was all a dream. It plagues me for days to come, this will for weeks. They were both there. And I was in love. It felt like nothing I've ever felt before, because thats what love does to you. Maybesettling is the onklythingk to do.neversettle for second best, never settle for second bestbecause being a l one is too scary to face. Baby i love you baby i need you but baby you're not who i think about. im sorry.