I think I've given too much, too soon. Now regret. As always. More regret. Similar to other times, on the other end of the spectrum to most. There is no solution for oil and water. Maybe I'm not as pretty as I was. I am scum. He was always too good. I'm not rich anyway. Playing games is old news. It moves -to- nowhere. Sorry Scott for making you change my user name. I pissed dad off again. I am smart though, I got all the goods I need before I pissed him off. Now I just have to pay uni fees, which isn't so bad. Brother is a rat. Burned on me to dad, now he is angry, like a gorilla. I feel good about that now :) Though, I feel pathetic for living in secret, when dad doesnt even live in this house. Also, I'm an adult. Yah, I'm pathetic.