So it's been a year since I have had this dairy, and I now remember why I made it. It turned out that I was really depressed when I made this diary, (shatteredme) My life crumbled six days before i had made it. I now I realized that I still am depressed. Sure some things make me happy and it's weird I'm not depressed because of what happened like a year ago. There's no reason to be so why should I? Yet i still go back to the old ways.