...light airy fluttering... That feeling at the pit of your stomach, the contracting of your abs, the feeling that your heart is beating in your throat and stomach at the same time. That feeling that makes you replay past, present, and future situations in your head millions of times. The one that makes you change over and over and over, the one that makes you try to perfect the imperfectable. It makes your clammy hands quiver and your heart pound rapidly. You detest it and at the same time never want it to fade. What gives? It makes you uncontrolably smile outloud... and yet seeminly frown on the inside. You feel as if you will die but if they leave you will never really be alive again! what is going on... what is this beautifuly horrible soft intense frenzie of your stomach? ...... ...... ...... ...... ...... oh yeah. I remember these... They drive you to: second guess, overanalyze, rethink, doubt, love, hate, feel strong, childish, needed, transparent, delicate and vulnerable. note to self: figure out why we love these...