for those of you that read this... which is basically only kim lol... let me fill you in! I had a mental break down at school on friday, i cried to my councelor all day... Bry and i have been going out for 3 and a half weeks and he makes me happy... he fills that void... he makes me feel pretty, special, needed and one of the most important things in the world... on top of that one of my friends that shall remain nameless was dating his best friend ( i set them up) so the 4 of us were having a blast... homecomming dance sucked... but i had fun anyways and my three "best friends" all went together with thier bfs and eachother and were matching... guess who wasnt... me well its okay... im over it... were all still friends... right... well im too stressed to ask and too scared to know the real answer okay now were up to current time.. The one friend who shall remain nameless has been stressed lately and taken it out on everyone shes never in a good mood, shes always crying, and when she gets mad her bf gets mad and when they get mad... life is hell tonight got out of hand long story short.. this nameless friend wasnt geting her way so of course she started crying... she was taking her problems out on everyone when we decided we had enough... this lead to someone making a comment to her which lead to her bf getting mad at bryson for "provoking her" and they fought... bryson now has a hole in his lip from his tooth... this nameless friend got her way and bry is now at his friend kennys house... the only person that has seen both sides of the story is me... and no on bothers to care about what i think because "im brysons gf adn everything i say will b biased adn to his advantage" they dont see the rude remarks made by this nameless friend, they dont see the faces and gestures, they dont hear the bitching and "all high power" ruthlessness, they dont kno the info that i am privy too... but because i am the gf i cant had a say... this friend is stupid to talk shyt to me about my bf and ive had enought... now i am hearing that a house full of people that are my "so called freinds" and talking shyt about me... they havent heard what i have to say.. and i really had nothing to do wtih it... but because i said im fed up with peoples bull... a house full of my peers are talking about me... about how i have "wronged all of them"... i cant even imagine what thier saying... humm i consider myself a pretty democratic person... i have not raised my voice, i have not done one thing to n e one in that house... i hvae listen when they need to vent, taken care of them when thier sick, listened to them when their crying, gave them my input on tought situations, i have brought then food, bought beer, driven them to god knows where for thier stupid ass boyfriend... i cant image what they have to say about me... and it hurts... i dont want pitty... i am just hurt and venting... i just want to get out of this juvinile place, off to college, away from this petty woe is me im a princess adn dont get me way so jered please kick teh shyt out of n e one i said cuz when im mad you dont get n e .... im done... im straight up done...