Hmmmm today... i woke up at 5 30 ish got hye and went to work... the hott guys i talked about before came in and we got to talking hes my kinda guy!hell yea yet, when he and I were talking someone walked in the door (i work the register) and T.J (the guy) asked to take me to the movies... i turned and looked and it was my ex bf! He told my friend G (hes friend too) that he wanted me back and stilll loved me and what a mistake it was for breaking up with me... so i turned and seen him... he ran out of the store (i think he was crying) (but its cute when he crys b/c hes really sensitive since his sister passed away from getting hit by a drunk driver) So i felt really bad... so i called Matt (my ex bf) and he said i moved on really fast and he was upset b/c i am the best thing he has and i felt terrible.. he said he wanted to die and i was like nooo saying dont kill yourself and blah blah blah and on and on... I mean i love matt and all but i dont think its going to work if hes gunna break up with me again (this has been the 6th time and everytime he says he loves me and wants me back) Most of his reason for breaking up with me is his mother... she knows that we've had sex b/c he is open with his family (well so am I) and his mom was like "you little bitch you took my sons life away what would happen if you got pregnant? i wouldnt want you as my god damn daughter in law" so i bust out "whose god?" (she is a holy lady who knows the bible llike the back of her hand) she got all pissy and stormed out of the house... his dad on the other hand tells him (Matt tells me this) Hey you got to bone a porn star (his dad thinks im fine as hell (ewww gross))and matts just like yea thats a plus but i dont know what to do!! what do you think eh? AHHHHHHH sooo matt the love of my life (but leads to heartbreaks a lot) or T.j this new guy who seems sweet AHHHH what to do what to do! but matt already asked me to marry him when i turn 18 and of course i said yea but that was umm lets think 2 break ups ago lol! so i kinda think thats off but hey i dont know soo everyone tell me what you think!!