so its a boy and im leaning to Alex James. my uncle (Who is mexican) wanted me to name him Fernando or misael... i was like im white and Jess was white... that would look like shit.... So Alex James or Dallas James... you guys tell me.... and for Robin sorry people i can't do that... its sounds like a girls name but in my head i think blue so its kind of a dyke kinda name (sorry to all people named Robin(i just can't let my son go down like that)) So still i sit in my room and just look at pictures of jess all day. I cry all day everyday and i think for a while i will still cry. Jess' tape i dont think will ever come out of my tape deck. Its so sad all the songs he song about me all about us staying together and being together forever and i believed it untill one day i woke up and he was gone. im crying i have to go i can't think anymore i just wanna die.