My mother is taking me to court she decided today for "ownership" as she said. If she gets pheonix im killing myself. Theres no point to live. I thought after jess killed himself life couldn't get worse now two things that i loved the most will be taken from me forever. I have no proof i am a goo mother. Anyone want to go to curt for me ad pretend like they've known e for years and say im am a great mom? Anyone know what i should say when i stand in front of the judge on "judgement day" Our Court date is August 2nd... Somebody please help, i can't risk loosing everything i ever had that means th world to me. I need jess. I have to go cry a bit. What if i can never see her again. what if im all alone for the rest of my life. What if i kill myself will she ever know abut me? SOMEBODY KILL ME PLEASE!