Hey people who actually enjoy reading what i have to say! lol! for the first time in my life im happy again. I gave birth to a baby girl i named her Pheonix Kristine. Her best feature is her nose. Her and Jess have the same nose.but yet she looks a hell of a lot like jess rather than myself. Even though i miss jess more now i know that a part of him is with me. when i look into her eyes my eyes cry but my heart thinks of jess' face and what he would say. Jess' mom was so excited she almost killed me when i said my water broke. i have pictures just tell me your address and ill send. Have a nice day everyone.I was upset for a girl only because the ultrasound hinted for a boy... it was wrong! but shes beautiful and im happy now! IM A MOMMY!!!!