so yea here i am at mummy dearest, im sorta in a rock on party on fuck the man kind of mood, im need of coffie... hmm well theres a starbucks down the street from my mothers apartment... so yea any ways i think im going to be leaving soon, w/ my mom to pick up her friend and drop her off at some car place cuase like the car broke down i guess, anyways i hope patty and gladys accept my apoligie (crap i cant spell lol) anyways the the only ppl i can really trust and also Alex to. sure i got friends in bakersfield but NONE of them really know me, who i really am and i also feel so alone and left out, so yea and i love them both like sisters, so i guess thats why we got into a big ass fight cuase were more like sisters then we had realize so yea well i g2g laters