i thik im losing him...it hurts so bad...and what hurts so much more than that is that i dont have anyone to talk to...it feels like patty, gladys, alex, kim, ricky...everyone...just dont want to be my friend anymore...it hurts...it truly hurts so much!! it feels like i have nothing to live for now...i still dont like his "friend" i thik they have feelings for each other and such...today during lunch i wanted to cry he said something really fucked up to me in front of a couple of people in the schools libary and you know what...IT HURT!!! i just wanted to just call my dad and tell him to pick me up so i can just go straight to my room and lock myself in there and just fucken cry...i dont know what to do any more...i mean i love him so much...but im not happy anymore...i havent been for awhile...and i think i know what had trigger it...june 2, 2003...the day Gladys and i goot into some stupid argument and i just felt like dying i think thats what have set me off... im feeling so stress out from my family, school and now work... god i need to get out more...i dont know maybe ill just save up to buy myself a guitar and teach myself how to play and maybe and hopefully that will help me out...hopefully..i just want to die..life truly sucks

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