I'm ba-ack. Whooptie freakin' doo. So it's been how long since I've been back? I don't know. This site was pissing me off being down or unable to edit my background or anything. Now it looks like my other diary has been wiped. WTF? Anyway... since we last spoke, however long ago, I have gone back to lazy and gained weight. My last weigh-in at the doctor's was in June and I was 154. I think I'm at about 157 now. This last week I have had a trial run with a personal trainer studio. It's only 30-minute sessions, but they Kick Your Ass! I was literally grunting though some of the workouts. It was great! The best it that almost everything they teach I can do at home. This is good since I am off for a week while I wait for the checks from some stock option sells that will pay for three months with the trainer. $1440! It's expensive as hell and I need to hide it some way from the bf when doing the tax returns, but it will be sooo worth it. I am trying to be dedicated. Friday and today (I think because I knew I wouldn't see them for a week) I got really bad with my eating habits -- two cupcake packs, and almost no water. I did buy healthy meals, though. Stuff I have never eaten before. I bought broccoli for god's sake. Anyway... Figured I see if this place was still alive and drop a post. Most of my stuff will be at lj from now on, but I'm not posting there again until I know my weight (either if I can hit Publix or when I start training on the 27th). I try to visit here once and again too. Wish me luck.