hey all. sry i havent posted.. ive been using myspace now. but hes doin good. hes talkin, kicking his feet, likes 2 stand, smiles, laughs etc. he'll b 4 month on march 4th. time is flying by. ill put sum pixs up soon. bye all

hey all! its really been a long itme. idk who stil uses this but. i had my son on nov. 4 2005. he was a wk early n was supposted 2 b born on nov 11. he weighted 6 poulnd 4.6 ounces n he was 19 inches long. when i have time ill try 2 put a pic on here. well thats all for now bye all!

hey all.. lots of shit has happened.. ill update a lil later. sum stuff is good n sum if bad! xoxo me

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SO FUCKIN DEPRESSED!!! IM SO SICK OF LIFE.! EVERY 1 N EVERYTHING BOUT LIFE SUXS!!! WISH I WAS DEAD HALF THE TIME!!! AHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!! IM SICK OF PPL, SICK OF BEING PREGO, SICK OF FAKE PPL ETC!!!

hey. i finally scanned my ultrasound pixs... here they r.. comment please!! ill update more later!

hey all! sry its been so long couple of wks. well i found out i was havin a boy! im so excited i cant wait! ive decided on a name.... AIDEN DANIEL!! i just love it lol.. evry 1 else loves it also! i have about 3-4 months 2 go. im due nov 11. i get 2 c my boys in 1 month!!! omg im so excited!!!! i hope i got good seats.. ::crosses fingers::. i love the cd!! it kicks major ass! IF U DONT HAVE IT GO OUT N GET IT!! i have sum sad news.. my dad has cancer n his tumor is big. he lost lots of weight within a month. his tumor is rea;;y big. it has 2 b shrunk inorder for it 2 b taken out. i feel real bad for him. he cant eat nething but like cholocate n stuff. it suxs. he is doing ok for now but idk for how much longer. my mom doesnt think he will make it but idk. ots really sad n ive been stressed bc of it. my mom dont think i care but i do. i have a hard time expressing my feelings so of course she is gunna think i dont care. but i do.. its really sad. i mean i have my own reasons for disliking him in certain ways but ya know. of course im gunna care that he has cancer. me n my mom dont really have a good relationship. ill update more on my father when i find out more. i have lil kittens living in my basement. omg they r sooo cute. there are 2 grey n white n 2 all black. they belong 2 my boy cat lol. hes a lil cat whore lol. they sneak up 2 eat n every dayl lol. they r so scared of us lol. ive been tryin 2 catch em 4eva lol. well last wk i went shopping for maternity clothes. its funny bc i cant really fit into my capries that i got.. they fit fine in the store. ill grow into em soon. i have a cute lil belly. ill take sum pixs n put em up here. im so tired.. i worked all wk bc jen went on vaca. but im tired n i really have nothin else 2 say. so leave me comments!! if ne 1 has myspace let me kno n ill add ya! xoxoxo <3 Lori

hey evry 1! ive been busy so i havent been able 2 update. well this weather suxs real bad!! ive come 2 conclusion that i would rather be freezin my ass off w/ millions of inches of snow then be in 90 degree weather! lol. sounds crazy but o well! well i havent really been up 2 much. i had an ultrasound n the lady said i was havin a BOY! im so excited!! im about 5 months and 3 days. the baby has been kicking alot! its so cute! all i do is eat, pee n sleep! lol. my tummy is gettin a lil bit bigger. well the new bsb cd is out! omg it kicks major ass! i love it! I GET TO C THEM IN CONCERT AUG 14TH @ THW TWEETER CENTER IN BOSTON!!! im so excited!! if u dont have the cd i strongly reccomend that u get it! they came in @ #3 on the charts bc of stupid cold play and foo fighters. but #3 is awsome considering they have been gone for 5 yrs. brians lil son Baylee is soooo cute! there is nada 2 do round my city @ all... i hate it. i just cant believe that im gunna b a mom to a baby boy.. i knew it would happen sooner or later lol. i had my graduation party bout 2 wks ago. it was ok.. a lil boring. umm well idk wat else 2 say so. 00o0 if ne 1 has ne baby boy names feel free 2 give me em lol.. 0o and another thing.. does ne 1 have myspace? i do. if ya do send me the link n ill add ya. mine is.... http://www.myspace.com/4303293. but g2g talk 2 ya'll later! xoxo <3 LOri

NEVER GONE NEW CD FROM THE BACKSTREET BOYS!!! 4 DAYS TILL THE NEW CD!!!! U BETTER GO OUT N GET IT!!!!! I LOVE BSB!!!!!!!!!!!

hey!! its about time i update!! i have so much stuff to say. bout 2 wks ago i GRADUATED FROM COLLEGE!!! I grad from Bay State in Boston. it was a crappy and rainy day as always. i was runnin late as always lol. the ceremony was about 1 hr n prob a half. i dont memba. it was a lil boring. ppl just wanted to get the degrees and leave lol. i didnt really get ne pixs @ all bc by the time i got out evry 1 disappeared. i did get 1 w/ tia tho. umm i couldnt find melissa or jeanine... i was a loil bummed. my mom, dad, bro, his gf and mike went. mike got me roses!!! haha im so spoiled!! they were very pretty! afta the ceremony we went out to eat. o man was i hungary!! i got the usual that i usually get. i ate so much!! lol. my dad gave me sum money afta dat lol. omg i got the cutest outfit for it!! well mike picked it out but i love the shirt. my lil belly was stickin out lol. once i got to mikes house i passed out bc i was so freckin tired!! we were gunna go c house of wax but i was to ried lol. so instead we rented movies n got ice cream. we rented the sponge bob movie and hotel rwanda. sponge but was a lil cute but hotel rwanda was awsome! i suggest that u rent it bc it awsoeme. when we. when we dropped off my bro n his gf, she gave me sum bottles and passafires for the baby. they were so cute lol. ummmm.. i subed for my moms work 3 days in a daycare. the kids were cute. the weather round here suxs!! all it does is rain n shit.. well dats BOSTON for ya lol. mike the baby father is bein a fuckin prick as always n my x friend tina is a stupid backstabbing bitch. she likes mike but hes 2 stupid 2 c it.. HELLO!!!! IDIOT!!! she is like in love w/ him.. it pisses me off.. i heard a rumor that they were dating. i hate em both!!!! there is 2 much shit 2 say bout those fuckin losers. well all mike does is chill w/her n he knows it pisses me off n hurts me but of course he dont care. i stopped talkin to him for about 4 days. he called me all the time but i just ignored him n deleted his vms. he is such an asshole n i hate em. n yes mike i kow ur prob gunna read dis but idc!!! neways.. the bsb cd comes out in 19 DAYS!!! IM SOOOOOOOO EXCITED!!! AGH I LOVE MY BOYS!! THEY BETTER COME 2 BOSTON WHEN THEY TOUR!!! I NEED 2 C MY NICK!!! AHH!! sum 1 sent me some of the songs off the new cd n OMG they sound soooo diff!! they sound hot like they always do tho!!! heheh! well steve is comming bck 2 visit in about 2 wks!! i cant wait!! i miss em soo much! hopefully we can chill more.. even tho he has a gf its ok lol. im gunna kick his ass in pool bc he kicked mine last time!! i invited him 2 my party n he said he would go. i cant wait 2 see him. ne 1 like my new bckround?? I DO I DO!! HEHE!. i can never do it so i have jeanine do it for me!! umm. i have 2 go to the dr 2morow. i hope i can find out wat im havin bc i doubt it. i cant wait nemore.. its DRIVING ME CRAZY!!! im hoping for a boy but it dont really matter. ill keep evry 1 posted. well try 2 lol. but i think thats it. hope u read it and leave me comments!! ttul!!!! o and 1 more thing.... ** BACKSTREET BOYS "NEVER GONE" IN STORES JUNE 14TH!!!1 GO OUT N GET IT.. OR ELSE...:-X**

hey! well yesterday was my dr appt. it went good. i gained 2 more pounds!! lol i was there for about an hr. i talked 2 a mid-wife.. idk y tho.. hmmm..lol. i hear my babies heart beat!! omg it was sooooo awsome!! i really didnt how 2 react! the daddy went w/ me 2.. when he heard it he squeezed my leg. i found out my due date also.. im due 11/11/05. lucky huh lol.. well ppl have been sayin its lucky. im so excited!! my next appt. is in 4 wks. im about 11 wks n 5 days. i want a boy soooo bad. i mean it really dont matter but ya kno lol. umm.. yesterday was my last day of internship. i wasnt really there much i went 2 my dr appt in between it so. but i was in time for helpin w/ nap.. they always need help w/ dat. well 2day was officially my last day of school! i cant believe its over. woooooooow 2 yrs flew by. ive met so mnay good ppl thru skol n im wiked happy!. i met jeanine aka jaja, melissa aka mel, tia, raya, ryan, n other ppl that i dont really like lol. but i like all of the ppl i listed haha. im gunna miss my advisor linda. umm im not gunna miss gettin up early in the morning 4 class. next wk i think im gunna bring in a camera n take sum pics. if i do ill put sum on here. does ne 1 use myspace? i do.. my info is http://profiles.myspace.com/users/8606589. go take a look see! =) graduation is in about 2 wks. i just cant believe that im graduationg only about 2 yrs since i last graduated. i think my mom, father, bro (who is gunna b my babies godfather) n i think the father. imma gunna take pixs then 2 so ill try 2 put them up hurr also. rite now im just killen time b4 my last class. idk y im going bc i didnt do my speech.. but o well. has ne 1 seen the new bsb vid?? OMG ITS A MUST SEE!! brian chills in the ocean haha. omg HOTNESS HOTNESS HOTNESS!!!!!! no im just sitten n chillen n listen 2 music n crapola. but i got nada else 2 say so.. leave me comments!!!! Xoxo BaBi MaMi

hey ppls!! sorry its been so long since i updated.. ive been really busy n crap. well yea its true IM PREGNANT!!!!! lol. it was a big shocked @ first but ya know.. shit happends. im prob not due until like november. im hopin its a boy but i really dont care either way. um well i have 2 more classes then finals. i hope i do good on my finals so i can end up w/good grades at the end. graduation will b may 14th if all goes well. um on wednesday i finish up my internship. im a lil sad bc i lover my kids n imma gunan miss em sooo much!! i have 2 go c a mid wife for an hr on wed. i have no clue as 2 what is gunna happen. so far for names i have chosen Emmalee Ann or Emmalee Lyn for a girl. for a boy i want Nickolas, Christopher and i cant really think of nehting else right now. i havent really been thinking bout it much bc im busy w/ tryin 2 get done w/ school n stuff. i honestly dk where all the time went. my friend should be gettin her plack put in soon. im not really lookin 4ward to it at all. im come to accept that she is gone but its still hard. once the plack gets put in...ITS OFFICAL!! her b-day is commin up.. its may 28.. she would have been 23. rip girl! her mom seems to be doing better. i dont really c her as much but ya know. umm. i havent really been p 2 much @ all. the weather kinds of suxs here. it goes from being like 80 to 50. its suxs lol. when it gets hot out i get major headakes n i hate it!! um ive only gained bout 4 pounds. yea lol but i got a long time 2 go lol. THE NEW BSB CD COMES OUT JUNE 14TH!! I EXPECT U ALL 2 GO OUT N BUY IT!!! IM SO EXCITED!! im always tired n hunrey.. i go pee like evry 5 mins lol. um well idk wat else 2 say. umm if ne 1 has any suggestions on names or nething feel free to let me know. well talk 2 yall latas! xoxo babi mama

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OMG!! nfg were so awsome!! i saw them last fri 3/25/05. this was how it started... I went to school for a few classes. i skipped 1 of my classes to go meet up w/meg so we could catch the trian to worcester. i was runnin a lil late bc smart 1 me 4GOT MY KEYS! Meg was so nervous that were werent gunna make the train. we made i on time w/bout 15 mins 2 spare. it took us about 1 1/2 hrs 2 get to worcester. ( by the way i had 2 miss the backstreet boys concert on thurs!.. but i wasnt gunna pay $200 tho).. ne wayz.. we drove by the place were they were playin @ in the train. once we got to worcester we had 2 walk and find the hotel. that took us about 10 mins. When we got to the hotel we settled in and waited for kristin to meet us @ the hotel. after she met us we went to walk around n check out worcester 4 a lil. its soo boring.. every closes @ like 5. there was a mall there that only had bout 3 stores open bc they were gunna knock it down n make sumthin else. afta that we went n got food. after food meg wanted to go to a liquor store 2 get sum stuff. we got directions fomr the pizza place. as we were walking we saw sum guy walkin out of a church. meg asked him if he knew where the closest liquor store was n he told us. as we were were walkin away he asked us if we wanted a ride n we said not thanks.. then he was like well i have a nip of teqilia if ne 1 wants it! the guy was a rabi! (i cant spell so bare w/ me). it was just so funn u needed to b there. wehn we got bck to the hotel we just chilled 4 a while. we were waiting for megs friends from ny to meet us @ the hotel. when the other ppl got there.. they went out 2 eat so i stayed @ the hotel n tried 2 sleep. when they got bck, they woke me up bc they were so loud. i got most sleep out of all of em. so it bout 5:30 n im the last 1 2 wake up lol. after i was ready we left n started walkin down to the venue. it was bout 6:30. it was a LLOONNGGGGG DAY! it was so cold out. a bunch of us went to target to buy blankets n stuff. nfg got thier bout 8 or 9. we bascially just chilled outside for about 13 hrs. we were standing for about 11 hrs straight!! omg i was in pain.. but it was well fuckin worth it! Ian the bassist was walkin round talkin 2 ppl n stuff. b4 the show i met ian and syrus. the doors opened @ 7:00 pm. we all ran down to the front to get awsome seats. the first band who played was Eisley.. they were ok. The 2nd band was Reggie and the Full Effect.. they were awsome!! the lead singer james is so funny!! during 1 of the songs he ddrove out on a lil fire engine that sprayed water. it was soo funy. during another song the whole group were spitting fake blood out @ every 1. it was gross.. i got it in my eye! while were waiting for nfg to come out they were playin the muppets! we were all jammin 2 em. The show was awsome!!! ian posed for sum pixs n stuff. they sang for about 2 hrs i think. afya the show we met the whole band. i took pixs w/em, talked 2 em n they signed my shirt. we chilled w/ em for about 20 mins. when we got bck to the hotel we all fell right asleep. the next day we woke up n went to get the train. i got home bout 12. i went 2 cvs n got my pixs deceloped. they came out awsome. my friend jeanine is scannen em for me so ill add them on here later. i suggest u go n see em! i didnt have as many bruses as i thought i was gunna. all i did was sleep all wkend to catch up.i get 2 see em this fri 2 the 4/1. so excited!!! well im tired from writing lol so LEAVE ME COMMENTS!! <3

hey.. sry bout not updating.. ive been busy. well the day is almost here...NFG!! omg im so excited i ant wait. im a lil upset bc my boys r playin @ the avalon n ill b @ nfg. my boys r bck n i cant see em. but hopefully they will come during the summer again..WELL THEY BETTER! N IM GUNNA MEET EM THIS TIME 2. i suggest u dl thier new single incomplete. if u want a copy of it just im me on xoirishbabigrl84. wel i got my nose repierced about 1 month ago.. it was going good but then got infected again so i just took it out lol. my industrial is bleeding like crazy.. i hope it stops bc i really like the piercing n i dont wanna have to take it out. i just have the worst luck w/ piercings dont i? umm. ive just been strugging w/ school and stuff. my ex and i tried dating again but it didnt work. idk i even tried bc i kknew it wasnt gunna work again. he tried gettin w/ sum chick when we were bck 2gether only 2 wks!! u beg 4 me bck but then do that...UM HELLP WTF IS UR ISSUE!! we got into a huge fight n decided to NEVER see or speak 2 eachother eva again. idk if i love him or not.. i just dk.. but it dont matter nemore so. my ex best friends are still chillen w/ him n stuff. it really doesnt bother me nemore bc i just dont care. they dk wat type of person he truely is.. n 1 day they will hopefully see the real person he is. i thought he was sum 1 else sum 1 different.. but NOPE! yea i did lie 2 him bout who i chilled w/ or whoeva but. im just going thru so much right now. my mission of right now is to get ova my ex.. im sick of hurting myself n shit. hes tryin 2 act like a hard ass to his friends. if he misses me he misses me but if he dont then o well. im just tryin 2 keep busy i guess. if i pass everything ill graduate MAY 14TH! im tryin my hardest to do good but idk how its workin out. i wanan trasnfer but bc of my stupid grades i doubt i will b able to. im gunna b very upset if i cant. but of course i always do sumthi 2 fuck up. ihopefully i will b workin @ a daycare during the summa :CROSSES FINGERS: jeanine and melissa and i wer talkin bout goin 2 fl for our graduation. it is gunna b so fun if we actually go lol. my friends nancy mom is diein of liver cancer. i feel so bad! rite now im just jammin 2 my boys new single!! om gi love it so much!! DL IT.. ITS A MUST.. i love my internship n will b upset when im all done. i love thie kids soo much. well got nada else 2 say so talk 2 yall lata! xoxo <3 me! BACKSTREET BOYS INCOMPLETE LYRICS!! Empty spaces fill me up with holes Distant faces with no place left to go Without you within me I can’t find no rest Where I’m going is anybody’s guess I’ve tried to go on like I never knew you I’m awake but my world is half asleep I pray for this heart to be unbroken But without you all I’m going to be is incomplete Voices tell me I should carry on But I am swimming in an ocean all alone Baby, my baby It’s written on your face You still wonder if we made a big mistake I’ve tried to go on like I never knew you I’m awake but my world is half asleep I pray for this heart to be unbroken But without you all I’m going to be is incomplete I don’t mean to drag it on, but I can’t seem to let you go I don’t wanna make you face this world alone I wanna let you go (alone) I’ve tried to go on like I never knew you I’m awake but my world is half asleep I pray for this heart to be unbroken But without you all I’m going to be is incomplete

hey ppls! once again ive been busy so i havent been able to update. umm im finally on spring break! its kind of boring but hey its vaca. it snowed again last nite. i hate it. i didnt go 2 my internship bc i was 2 lazy.. i didnt even call in..::bad me::. im deff goin in on fri. these past few days have been bad. ive been depressed n i hate it. i went w/ my friend jac to her therapy on mon. it made me realize that i need to go again bc i have so much shit on my mind. im doin not as good as i want to in school. im nervous that i wont grad in may. :: FINGERS CROSSED::. my concerts are comming up soon!! nfg in 2 wks!!! omg soo excited!! i hope i can meet n chill w/em. i have 2 miss more classes n internship.. i really need to stop missen so much shit. i love nick carter n evrything but omg it is known not to drink n drive!! i was omg when i heard it. they r commin 2 boston 2 play 2 the avalon.. but of couse i cant go. #1- sold out n #2- i wont be around. im soo mad!!! but they love boston so i know they will come bck when they tour again. their new single shoudl be out march 18! i cant wait. i also want to go c ashlee simpson n kelly clarkson.. im so mad!! i realla wanted 2 c em. last fri i was #13 when i called into the radio station! i was soo happy lol. good charlotte n simple plan r going on tour..YEP hopefully im goin! gc play an aswome concert. well the process of gettin ova my ex has begun. its so hard. hes such a loser n i desorve better then him. its gunn atake sum time.. BUT I WILL GET OVA HIM!! i need 2 lose weight. i got my nose pierced!! it hurt was less then the needle. i also colored my hair brown.. it looks really good i think. i use dot be a blone. but i wanna redo my journal.. does ne 1 have any cute ideas? if u do let me know. im gunna try to get my ugly pic up here.. lolol. tt yall latas! *~Lori~*

hey. well i cant wait cause i get 2 see new found glory in 23 days!! SOO EXCITED!! n i mite be able to go out 2 eat w/ em afta the concert!! n then im seeing then a wk afta again in hartford lol. im not goign to ny bc i have no money. it really suxs but we can always go another day or w.e. i cant believe nick carter got paris tattoed on his wrist.. she got his name on her butt... can u say FUCKIN IDIOTS!! i waanna yell @ nick.. lol. were supposted 2 get a shit load of snow 2day!!! i hate snow.. n bc my school suxs ill prob still have skol. well my cousin jessica is pregnant and she is due in 2 wks. im not close w./ her @ all but im gunna be gettin a new baby cuz who most likely i wont c so. my other cousin who i am close w/ has a tumor and she mite not be able to have nemore kids.. its so sad bc they wanted another 1. i wish em the best of luck!. umm a lady that my mother knew died last thrus.. she had cancer and had a tumor in her head. i only met her when she came u 4 my grandmothers wake n funeral. i went to visit krissy last wed.. there a sign thingy so when the weather gets nicer out the plack will b there.. deff wont be bale to handle it but.. ill just have 2. me and alex cant get inotuch w/ her mom.. were both a lil nervous.. hope she is ok. i have a big project 2 do 2 nite.. suxs..lol. since its gunna snow a shit load 2nite.. maybe i wont have skol 2morow..::CROSSES FINGERS!!:: i went 2 my intern shit 2day.. a lil busy as always. ummm. i wanna change my bckround but idk once again. uf ne 1 have any suggs please tell me. well idk wat else to write. ill update later. leave me comments! xoxo *~Lori~*

2day has been an ok day. im so excited bc my bsb boys new single comes out 3/48!1 im so excited. n i read sumwhere that they mite b playing the avalon in boston!!.. i just hope that its not the same nite of my other concert ::crosses fingers!!::. im so happy bc i passed 2 more of my midterms.. i got a 72 on my day care management and a 78 on my children's lit!! i actually passed tests!! lol.. im such a horrible test taker! blah.. lol. well i broke up w/ my bf for thr final time.. weve been fighting all the time.. he was accusing me of cheatin n sleeping around when i deff wasnt! i wasn supposted 2 go to my 2 dr appts but nope i dont feel like it. jaja, me n mel mite go to ny for a couple of days during our break.. i hope we go bc it will b fun! hopefully we can go to mtv lol. it will b fun. i really hate the snow..were gettin 2 big storms i think. omg i hate sprint.. their service suxs.. i hate stupid megabites!! i swear i dont use as many as it says!! ahh now im headed!!! um i wanan change my bckround.. does ne 1 have suggestions about wat i could do? well idk wat else to write so ill update later. bye xoxo lori

hey. sry i havent updated in a while ive been busy. i colored my hair!! it looks so awsome! i love it. ive been ok i guess. ive been busy w/ skol n internship. my advisor went to my daycare to watch my activity. i did the hokey pokey n it was fun! they liked it. i really like my internship.. the kids are great. ive been havin issues w/ my indusrital piercing.. it keeps gettin infected. recently i have have been usin anitbactieral soap n it seems likes its gettin better. i finally paid my phone off! its bout time lol. i should be gettin my tattoo when i get my federal check in the mail.. i just have 2 do it 1st lol. i cant believe feb is almost ova.. time is just flyin by. i hate guys i really do they all sux ass!! idk what 2 do nemore. idk!!! spring break is commin up soon.. THANKS GOD! im not sure wat im gunna do yet.. i mite do my internship, just relax or go to ny w/ my girlss from skol. idk yet. um.. ive been smokin lots of weed these past few wkends. im just so stressed n shit.. it helps me get ova stuff.. i know it bad but hey i could be doin worse stuff. ummm. i made a myspcae account. the info is my email which is lilbabyangel182003@yahoo.com. go check it out. i want to change my bckround.. does ne 1 have cute suggestions or nething. I GRADUATE MAY 14TH!! IM SO EXCITED.. I CANT WAIT. Well idk wat else 2 say so ill write bck soon. latas x0x0 *~ LoRi ~*

well steve has a gf so i can just 4get bout him. he has been datin her since last week or w.e. he was makin me hapy n stuff when i was depressed. i turned 2 him bc i thougt i could trust him but guess wat??? NOPE! im was hurtin already but now im hurtin more. i took pills on sat nite n 2nite. wow! but ill b ok i hope. he lead me on knowin how muct i really miss him n like him n wanted 2 b w/ him. o well Y DOES LIFE HAVE 2 B SO HARD!