××8 sigh

by standuptopain
Listening to: anberlin
Feeling: depressed

hey all. not a good day for me at all. g is here. i guess that's about the only thing that's going for me right now. i've been so totally depressed the past few days. it's totally disgusting. i've been kinda shady to g while she's been here. i'm sure she knows that somethin's wrong. but i don't think that she knows how bad it is. it's really killing me. i can't take much more pain. it's really out of control tonight. that and i find myself saying all the wrong things tonight which totally isn't helping. well...i'll write more later tonight. i have to go and try to keep her happy. take care all. ---mikey

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Yes, I know that something is wrong and I wish I knew fully what the problem is. I just really hope that it's nothing that I've done and nothing to do with me, if anything I want to make you happy, like you've done for me. You know? {sigh} Smile. It makes me feel better, you know, makes me want to smile and be happy. You haven't been shady to me, I understand that you're just not feeling like yourself, but it hurts me... (continued)
That's why I wanted to cry earlier, you know. Just because it kills me when you're just not you. =( I'm sorry for giving you the silent treatment earlier. It's just how I get when I'm depressed. Like Mrs Pears said, I am comfortable in silence. Je t'aime.

- Princess Sarah -
I love you.
Good sir please allow me to remind you that the skinny-dipping contest is for pomeranian pygmies only! You are NOT allowed to be in this open competition! I clearly see that only your left armpit is shaven, while the right is as free as an AT&T operator on Easter selling bundt cakes to small children who pass by her office window! That is no good! If you refuse to shave your tighty righty, we will be forced to spit at your left pinky toe.
[Anonymous]
Why are you logged on? Shouldn't you be in CLASS?!
Shouldn't you be a best-selling author of the book "Why People Use Kleenex Rather Than Hankies And How To Change This"? Well chop chop, kemosabe!
[Anonymous]
Keyword: Gonzo WANTS to be. Too bad I'm already taken. For life. No matter what. I promise.

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Sorry to hear ur down Mikey :( U know Where I'm at if ya need me! :)
[Anonymous]
i LOVE your header thing!! its awsome!!!!
Mikey you need to write!! Sheesh. I know you need to think about it before you write but how long does that take? I guess since you've been spending so much time with me lately you don't have enough time to though... Oh well. I love you =*
thats horrible :O i love the name(love that song) just thought i'd let ya know
i do hope that you feel better. this time of the year seems to be the worst.

i'll cross my fingers for you. stranger.

-kate
Aaahhh. I know the feeling! I've been there for a while.. Derrick helped me.. Maybe your G (dunno who that is) will help you!
I think you ought to make a post about the physical pain youre standing up to right now. I know im just about to fall over from TRYING to stand up to this pain. Fuck it hurts... aaaahhhh

lol
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