the lights are shinning, is it time

Listening to: afi
Feeling: awkward
Hello journal, Well i am in in Milwaukee and the internet is keep on logging me off damit. I am pissed and well i have been okay latly. I have been hanging out with Bri and Brittany and well there the awesomeness.Well Brittanys little brother is my little friend lol, and well i am gonna train that kid.lol. I love him lol. Brittany and Bri just so you know i wuv you :.* he he he. Well i have been weird latly cause i told corey that i was happy he broke up with me, i dont know why i said it, but i was talking to Kento (tony) and well i got this feeling that i have never felt before. i told him first that i was happy he broke up with me cause he was a terriable boyfriend and kento even said that. But Corey still liked me when i told him this and then he was all confused and then we agreed to be friends like we were cause we were good friends so that makes me happy. And Dan was sleeping over at his house so Dan got it straight from me to o well. Well i now i like Kento. I dont like anyone else cause i have been asked out then i said no. So yea. I'm soppose to find him a girlfriend and well i dont know who would be right for him. And i know i am not for him cause i am a terriable girlfriend well thats what i think and well he probley dont like me that way. GRRRR i dont know what to do. I shouldnt even gotten to know him more then i did, DAMIT. He's such a sweetie and he's so cute. He even gave me his number and i didnt ask for it. He said when i get back home we should hang out and that he would really like that. AHHH i am done no more. BRI & BRIT HELP PLEASE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Well i need to call my mom tomorrow cause i need to ask her if my other Brittany can come over for riverfest week or weekend. It would be so kewl cause then i can have her meet all my new friends and shit like that. Its gonna be alot of fun. I LOVE HER ALSO BUT BRITT AND BRI I LOVE MORE. Well my aunt got in a car crash and well she cant feel her legs, but i just dont have a tear for her, i just dont. *shrugs* damit. and well i think i got Cam pissed at me cause i read his journal and well it said that he dont care about anyone and shit and that he dont want to bother ppl who are not gonna be in his life. and then i wrote to him on msn that i care about him and then he logged off. but u will never know. Leander, i also talk to him and he wants to hang out and well he is stopping. YAY (drugs) so yea well i have to go anyways so later. MUCH LOVE PEACE PATIENCE
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